Wednesday, August 12, 2009

short post

"Kris, you are going to do fine!" I said trying to get Kris' mood up. We were in the locker room the night before game 6.
"What if we lose! We already lost the cup once last season!"
"Yes, last season! This is right now. You are going to win tonight. And, going to win game seven and the cup. I promise you." I said kissing him.
"How can you promise something like that?"
"Because I know you. I know your team. You can do this. You will do this."
He smiled. "I love you."
I smiled back at him. "I love you, too." I gave him one last kiss before going up to find Chris. Who was coming to this game and was already in our seats.


I sighed as I sat down. "What's wrong?" Chris asked me.
"Kris, Is just being so negative."
"Break up with him."
I gave him a dirty look.
"Yeah, yeah. I know."

During the first intermission Chris and I were sitting there talking.
"You really need to change your name." I said.
"What? why?" he said laughing.
"Because Chris, and Kris."
"Why can't he change his name?"
"Because I don't want him too."
"Fine. What about John, then?"
I laughed. "John's good."
"Good,, because god knows Kris can't change his name."
"Okay, John. Shut up." I said with a smile.

We ended up winning the game and I was excited. I bet Cheyenne was proud too. I went downstairs to the locker after a while so I knew when they were already showered and smiled when I saw Kris. He didn't see me at first because his back was to me. When he turned around and saw me a huge grin appeared on his face. He walked over to be and wrapped me in a big huge lifted my feet of the ground and spinning around, while I laughed.

"You were right." he said putting me down
"Of coarse I was." I said smiling.
He rolled his eyes. I smiled and put my hands on both sides of his face and brought his face to mine and kissed him. I pulled away and he smiled wrapping him big arms around me.
"Ready to go home?"
"Yeah." I said and turned towards "John"
"You can drive yourself home, right? I'm going to go to Kris' house."
"Yeah, I will. I'll see you some time soon."
"Okay, bye." he said and left the locker room.


They got into Kris' car and he finally decided to ask.
"Okay, so whats with Chris being John?"
I laughed. "I told him he needed to change his name since you both are names Kris. So, he decided to be called John."
"And John came from...where?"
I laughed. "I have noo idea. You have to remember, it's 'John's' mind. I have no clue where he gets most of the things he says."
Kris laughed. "Okay."


Kris and I walked out to his car and went to his house.
"What do you want to do?" Kris asked when I sat down on the couch.
"I just want to do be with you. I don't care. Kris, you have no idea how much I am going to miss you."
"I'm going to miss you, too."
"But, Kris. Don't you think this is.. I don't know. I mean we haven't been dating that long. How can we be like this?"
"I guess for some people. It just, happens."
I smiled at him and leaned up and kissed him.


I pulled away and rested my head on his shoulder. Somewhere though out the night I fell asleep on Kris' shoulder, and he carried me to bed. I woke up before Kris did and went out to the living room and watched some tv. As I was watching tv my mind wondered. What was I doing? I knew I didn't want to become one of those girls who moved in with their boyfriend after a month of dating. Kris and I were moving fast. Way too fast. We needed to slow down, for the good of both of us. I needed to spend the night at my own house. I honestly didn't know what I wanted to do. We have already done so much, moving slow seems almost impossible. It's like I wanted to start over. Go from friends and work our way up. But, I didn't want to break up with him. Maybe we could just start over and be friends and work our way up, but not being aloud to see other people. Would that be wrong?

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